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anthonyjoseph9

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10 days ago

THE LAST MESSAGE SHE SENT ME

I met Emma on a Tuesday evening when neither of us was looking for love.

‎I was sitting alone in a small café, trying to finish some work, when the chair across from me suddenly moved.

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‎“Is anyone sitting here?”

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‎I looked up.

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‎A girl was standing beside the table, holding a cup of coffee.

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‎“No.”

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‎She smiled. “Good. Everywhere else is full.”

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‎She sat down.

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‎I went back to my laptop, but somehow, I couldn't concentrate anymore.

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‎A few minutes later, she looked at the book beside my laptop.

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‎“You actually read that?”

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‎I smiled. “You say that like it's a bad thing.”

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‎“It isn't. I just didn't expect someone your age to be reading it.”

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‎“And what did you expect?”

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‎She laughed.

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‎“That you'd be scrolling through your phone.”

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‎That was our first conversation.

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‎It lasted almost an hour.

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‎Before she left, she wrote her number on a napkin and pushed it toward me.

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‎“In case you ever want to prove that you're more interesting than you look.”

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‎I laughed.

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‎“I'll call you.”

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‎“You better.”

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‎I did.

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‎And somehow, one phone call became another.

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‎Then another.

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‎Soon, Emma became part of my everyday life.

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‎We went on dates, took long walks, shared stupid jokes, and talked about things we had never told anyone else.

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‎I fell in love with her quietly.

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‎Then one evening, she looked at me and said,

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‎“I think I'm falling for you.”

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‎I smiled.

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‎“I was wondering when you'd admit it.”

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‎She laughed and rested her head on my shoulder.

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‎For the first time in a long time, I felt certain about someone.

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‎I thought she felt the same.

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‎Then, one Friday night, everything changed.

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‎Emma had been unusually quiet all evening.

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‎When I asked if something was wrong, she smiled and said,

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‎“Nothing. I'm just tired.”

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‎She kissed me before leaving.

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‎“Call me when you get home,” I told her.

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‎“I will.”

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‎She never did.

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‎At 1:17 a.m., my phone lit up.

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‎It was a message from Emma.

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‎“I'm sorry. Please don't hate me.”

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‎I immediately called her.

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‎No answer.

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‎I called again.

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‎Nothing.

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‎Then another message arrived.

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‎“Whatever happens, remember that loving you was the easiest thing I've ever done.”

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‎I sat up in bed.

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‎Something was wrong.

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‎I called her again.

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‎Still nothing.

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‎Then came the final message.

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‎“If you ever wonder why I left without saying goodbye, ask my sister about the blue envelope.”

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‎And that was it.

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‎No more messages.

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‎No calls.

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‎Nothing.

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‎The next morning, I went to Emma's house.

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‎Her sister opened the door.

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‎The moment she saw me, she started crying.

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‎“You don't know yet, do you?”

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‎“Know what?”

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‎She looked at me for a long moment.

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‎Then she disappeared into the house and returned carrying a small blue envelope.

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‎My hands were shaking when I opened it.

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‎Inside was a letter.

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‎Emma had written it the night before.

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‎She told me she had been diagnosed with a serious illness months before we met.

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‎She hadn't told me because she didn't want our relationship to begin with pity.

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‎She wanted me to know her as Emma.

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‎Not as someone who was sick.

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‎She wrote about our first meeting.

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‎Our first date.

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‎The first time I made her laugh.

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‎And the first time she realized she loved me.

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‎Then I reached the final paragraph.

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‎She wrote:

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‎“I know you're going to ask why I didn't tell you. The truth is, I was afraid you'd stay because you felt sorry for me. I wanted at least one part of my life to feel normal. You gave me that.”

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‎I couldn't hold back my tears.

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‎Then I read the last line.

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‎“If this is the last message you ever receive from me, please don't remember me for the way I left. Remember me for every moment before it.”

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‎I sat there for a long time with the letter in my hands.

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‎Her sister sat beside me.

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‎“She loved you,” she whispered.

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‎I nodded.

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‎“I know.”

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‎Months passed.

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‎I still kept her number in my phone.

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‎Sometimes, I would open our old conversations just to read the silly things we'd said to each other.

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‎Then, one evening, I received a notification.

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‎My heart stopped.

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‎It was from Emma's number.

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‎For a second, I couldn't breathe.

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‎I opened the message.

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‎It wasn't from Emma.

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‎It was from her sister.

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‎There was only one sentence.

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‎“She asked me to send this to you when you were ready.”

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‎Then came a photograph.

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‎It was a picture of Emma smiling at the café where we first met.

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‎On the back, her handwriting said:

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‎“Thank you for making the time I had feel like a lifetime.”

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‎I stared at the photograph through tears.

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‎And for the first time since she left, I smiled.

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‎Because I finally understood something.

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‎Some people come into your life for decades.

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‎Others come for only a short while.

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‎But that doesn't make their love any less real.

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‎Emma gave me something I never expected to find.

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‎She taught me that sometimes the greatest love story isn't the one that lasts forever.

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‎It's the one that makes forever feel possible, even when you know it can't be.

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‎THE END.

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