It was just another morning, and I woke up with my thoughts.

I know she’s going through something unimaginable, but why doesn’t she want to talk to me?

Is it something I said, I wondered.
Did I not call at the right time?
Did I show that I cared enough?
Why does it always feel like I’m the last person she thinks about?

Or is it happening again?

Am I looking for reasons to push another person away? I wondered.

Hmmm…

Who is wrong and who is right?
Who is the bigger person?
And who should feel hurt?

It would be insensitive to bring anything up now because it’s not a good time. But then again, would that time ever come?

Friendships can be so fragile, and I don’t think enough attention is given to how much a friend can hurt you or even break your heart.

Your feelings are very much valid.

But I would say this: stay where you are appreciated. And if you’ve had to overthink things too many times, wondering whether you are the problem or not, maybe that relationship just isn’t for you.

Sometimes, you have to give things time. Sometimes, you have to give people space. And sometimes, you have to give yourself permission to stop forcing a relationship to make sense.

Well, that’s just my two cents.

Adios.